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thursday 13.12.2007
going to labuan
yeah yeah, today finally can go labuan lor, i dreamt to go for a long long time dy lor, last time cant join pang n siao fung, then finally today can go b4 foo back sdk work, yeah yeah...super dupper happy~~


wednesday 12.12.2007
going for interview
today is my big day, im having my teacher interview at rumah persekutuan, jabatan pelajaran negeri Sabah...nervous? act not reli lor, i oso dunno why i reli not so nervous as i think i will, macam biasa saja...even jet oso wanna worry for me, ahahaha...i so dam ding tim, make me so ng hou yi shi oh, hehe..then have a breakfast with jet nearby her house then send me to sembulan to have my interview...
reached ter, i met few coursemates ter, then Yuk Yung told me, d office ppl din know tat ter will be an interview for d day, WAT? dunno? means no interview? start worry a bit, then a 'handsome' officer ter tell us to sign for attendance, ok la, means they know ter will be an interview later la, so make me fong sam a bit lor, then oao have to wait ter for quite a while then only they asked us to go in n wait in d meeting room...waited for almost 1.5 hour, then only we saw 1 out of d 2 panel reached meeting room...a woman, with an outstanding charisma n professinal, make me quite yan siong her, but from her outlook, sure she will bomb us a lot when she interview us...ahhaha...be ready to die...then i reli die a lot when i went in for interview...
ok, talk bout my interview..there r 2 panels ter, i only remember d lady's name, miss marie...she asked bout pedagogy at 1st, then i managed to answer all her Qs, then she ask bout the minister's name, wah..kena sudah, coz i reli dunno who is d KPM deputy's name, then she gave me 2 min to go out n ask who so ever n then gave her d answer later, so scary oh, then i fast fast go out n ask lo, luckily the malay girl know then help me once dy..then after tat, asked bout PIPP oso..list d 6 teras, ok no problem, i memorize dy, but..then she asked tat how d government do to closer d gap between normal n handicap students...opss...i only know d surface facts...when wanna go into it, i reli dunno la, then bluff ter, said watever i can but she keep on shoot me so much..die hard lor...hehehe...so sad after it, msg kian then he said something not nice oso, make me more sad n had a little quarrel with him...sien sai, keep on quarrel with him lately..then after d test...end of everything, dy 2pm, felt so hungry then asked jet send me to eat McD...ahhaha, long time no eat dy, miss miss so much...din got for shopping coz both of jus dy so tire, then back home n sleep a while...
nit time, went to have dinner with loong n siew tien, long long time no meet loong dy, still d same, still bully me, ahahaha....then went to have coffee bean oso..then back home, ready to go Labuan d next day...yeah yeah...

tuesday 11.12.2007
going to kk tonite
Today, is d day of our in charge back from holi at Indonesia. but once she back, i dy wan her to approve my 3 days leave start tml, ahahaha...sui yan oh hoh, but wat to do? i dy very good wait her back only take leave not straight on leave on today la...
nite time, my flight at 9.10pm, but mum early early dy wan me go airport, scare d plane will fly early, but i not reli so scare oso, ahhaha...sure d flight will wait for me one, once i haven check in, they cant just leave like tat geh, rite?
reached kk on time then met jet n siew tien at airport, i will stay at her house during my trip in kk, sure she won reject me n welcome me so much la, since im here i can accom her ma, then she no need so boring at home, c, MY function very geng woh, can make ppl less boring one ma, wahahaha...reach kk dy feel very tire, coz after a whole day working plus rush here n ter eh, then thou loong ask to out yamcha, i say no oso, plus i need to prepare for d interview next day oso ma, coz i reli din prepare anything yet lo, thou got study a bit, but oso not enuf lo i think, coz sure d interviewer will ask a lot bout edu things, n i not reli know much, wahahahah..even d minister of edu i oso forgot his name dy, wahahahah...last time i still remember geh now dy forget lo...ini apa orang kan? my boss's name oso can forget one....so when reached jet's house, revise a bit on PIPP n d minister name then oso learn how to sing d lagu guru too...hahahahaa...who knows will kena ask to sing ter later? ahahhaa...then kian n i had a little fight too...so sien, i so in need of him but he still wanna quarrel with me...sien sai...then i don choi him n sleep dy..let him worry himself ter, wahahahah...d evil MY here...

no fuel

haha, my saga no fuel dy lo, act i saw d board showing fuel warning for 2 days dy, but i still don wan to go n refill...coz i so stingy dy ma, wanna go refill woh, sure need $$$ woh, hahahaa, sure ng seh dak la, coz later i need to pay around rm300 for d air ticket, then go labuan eh, eat eh, shopping eh..i think this KK trip sure will finish my whole month's salary lor, then for d rest of 20 days, i can eat air only lo, hahah, can keep fit then, ok la, nvm la..heheh~~
noon time, after fong gong, i went to have lunch with Yee Shee at san mei ter, dat day i drink vincent's pepper soup was so nice oh, so today i order d pepper soup too..then chat a lot with shee, all about our work stuff...her company reli so nice oh compare to mine..hai, no tat kind of luck then sure cant get that kind of good job lo..but nvm, after interview n if nothing special happen, i will have my posting very soon, then eat government's rice, hahah..sure best lo~~

interview letter

this morning, i left my IC for my dad try to take d letter for me, since i don wan to take 1 hour leave, so i jus left d IC for him, plus i wrote a letter too, kononnya give kuasa to my dad to take d letter for me, but at last, d ppl in post office asked nothing at all, jus took my IC n wrote down my IC number n tats it, my dad help me to take d letter dy. then at 9pm, i called back home, then mum told me, my interview will be on 12.12.07, at KK. so, start tat moment, my brain is so stress, coz i need to plan when should i take leave, where should i stay in kk, wat reason i have to give to apply for leave, which airplane i should take n who can help me when im in KK...my brain turn n turn n turn, wish can come out a good plan...but..not reli lor, coz i cant make up my mind at all. talked to ah foo n jet in msn, foo ask me to go Labuan oso, make me 'heart big heart small' wan to go oso..but i reli cant apply so many leave la, deduct a lot oh...next month no money to use la, coz i plane to go KK during new year oso ma..so reli hard to make up my mind yet...then...i start feel stress to survive in d office, start feel tat, wat ever v do, no matter it is right o wrong, ppl sure will gossip behind u, ppl will cucuk from behind, reli so scaring n unsecure..my mood wasnt good today, i din talk much n smile much, miss lok feel tat im so strange, she quite caring to me, ask me a lot, whether im not feeling well o got problem, however, i din reli tell her what is bothering in my mind, jus tell her tat im alright, thou reli seems so not right la...but im sure tml i will be MY again, coz i so optimistic ma, thou when problems come, i will feel down, but im sure d next day, im okay already, coz i im 'big prawn head' ma, so easy can forget thing geh, ehehe, i feel happy i have this bad habit oso, coz i reli no need to always keep those unhappy memories in my small brain, if not sure will feel so stress oh, rite?
when i am so down, i think of him at the very 1st moment, then sms him n tell him that i feel so unhappy, but, i reli dunno is my wrong o its fate, everytime i m so down so unhappy so stress so need him can accom me a bit, he is sure very bz n no time can talk much with me one..reli feel so 'dap' one, n this make me feel more down n unhappy, when he finally can share some time to call me, i feel d timing past dy..thou he wanna do something to make me happier, but it seems he has failed to do so, coz i reli cant make myself happier dy after such a while...do u understand how i feel? is it so confuse? sorry, i oso not sure what im talking now, jus feel wanna to write down my feeling at this moment!
then, i make up my mind dy, i wanna go KK on 11.12.07, night flight, then take leave on 12, 13 n 14, i want to go Labuan!! i want to go Labuan while ah foo is still ter to take me around, i wanna meet him, i long time no c my 'qing fu' dy lo, hehehe, thou not long ago he jus back sdk to attend his fren's wedding, hahaa...but reli miss d time when we all spent time together, sit down at PUB, drink juice n talked nonsense for d whole night, frens, do u all miss tat moment? hope we can meet up again soon, miss u all~~

a boring day

today, very boring..din reli have much to do at office today, so jus oways open this file, tat file, pretending im so busy doing things, ahahah, act no need pretend oso can la, coz my big big boss not around, d cctv ter oso useless la, but anyhow, sure still need to pretend some la, who knows ter is someone wanna cucuk me from behind? so since i din have much to do, i start to play game with few of my cute cute colleagues..play reversi..ahhaa, finally i win today lor, i beat tracy finally, yest lose to her..hahaha...play quite a few times with them, then suddenly feel so unsecure, like there is someone watching me from behind..giving a sharp starring...then..i told them tat v better don play lo, coz scare v will receive a warning letter, coz play game in d office, then so f*ck lor...hahaa...
today, sing yee sms me n told me tat got frens received letter to go for interview on 12 dec n ask whether i got it o not..sure i haven, but i suddenly got a feel, i not sure is instinct o wat, i call back home n ask dad to go open d mail box n check whether there is any letter for me. then at around 4pm, dad called me, n yes, he got a registered letter for me, n it required me to go take it myself..my fren told me tat d leter should be a registered letter, so i quite sure this is d letter to ask me go for interview, i so nervous oh, plus excited too, coz finally i got news from d government lor, then my teacher life is no far away dy..hehehe...but another Q come, d interview, if with no mistake, will be held on 12.12.07, is Tuesday..n it is a working day, n it is next week...i only have 5 more days to prepare for d interview n i have done nothing at all for all this while thou Jet dy gave me d books for a long long time dy..i did read it for once, n thats all...aiks, i dy forget all those principles n wat sekolah bestari n bla bla bla la..a big headache is coming oso la..so god, please help me...

KWSP

today after lunch, back office to continue my boring office hour life as usual...then i saw Syah wanna go out with uncle Liao, then dunno why suddenly i will ask uncle tat where are they wanting to gom then he told me tat they are going to KWSP to do something..oh yes, go to KWSP ah, then i asked him whether i can follow him to go o not coz i haven open account for my KWSP yet, then he said: sure can la, why not..u doing this as part of office thing too ma...ahha, then, i went out to do my KWSP, n for 1 1/2 hour, i can curi tulang secara terang2nya...coz no ppl can say me curi tulang..coz i reli doing d serious thing oso ma, hahaha...feel so syok, no need to waste my lunch hour n go do this kind of thing..hehee...untungnya~~
then went back to office...drink QQ ice lagi...as for me this food poisoning ppl, i still not scare to die one, drink this cold n maybe willl make me stomachache thing wah..u say me reli so 'jin' rite? if i cant recover in this 3 days, can say 'dai sei' too...hahaa...y i curse myself like this ah? sure i can recover 1 ma...thou i forgot to take my medicine on time...my bro la..he took my phone this noon, i dy set alarm to remind myself to take medicine ma, i know i sure will forget one, but then he came fine me this noon n take my phone dy coz he send his new hp to wrap ma..then i forget to eat la...untuil fong gong time, then only i remember n then only i take d medi lor..hai...don angry me la..i oso don wish this to happen ma..i won repeat again lor..hahaha~~

minor food poisoning

tis noon, during my lunch hour, kian urged me to go c doctor, act i reli din wan to go, coz this morning my stomach din pain ma, so i think it is better dy, but, kian's face was so black at tat time, till i reli not dare to say no, so i follow him to d nearest clinic, Clinic Dr. Raja, read d name oso know it is a indian doctor la rite? so when i went in, i registered myself then waiting for my turn to c this handsome doctor..hehe..kian's face was so black coz he faced so much problems in his working this morning, so his mood was not so good..d moral of d lesson: don ever say NO to him whenever he is not in d good mood, or, u will die!!
its my turn to c d doctor, n...according to him, according to his profesional, according to his specialization..im food poisoning...tats y i have this continuos stomachache for a da*n whole week dy. Gosh...food poisoning? wat did i eat? n this is not d 1st time i got food poisoning man, d second time dy lo! my cheong wai reli tat worst oh...n i wondering wat did i eat last week, nothing special ah, n i conclude myself tat...coz i continuosly eat outside for lunch for whole month dy, since my cheong wai dy not good, sure all those dirty dirty things accumulate inside my stomach, then at last..food poisoning! haha, am i rite? i wonder... d consultancy fee took me RM 30 for 3 kinds of medicine..so d*mn expensive...but wat to do, food poisoning woh, now is only minor, if don go doc now, later got severe dy...gosh...i cant imagine tat~~ doc asked me not to eat solid food n don drink milk...but after c doc, i went to take my lunch, thou is vege rice, but it still solid food ma, rite? nvm la, if don eat, then eat wat woh...eat air meh...
today, inside my office, d 'hei fan' wasnt so right..nearly there was a great quarrel happened, n im so lucky that it didnt happen. why would it be like this? i know..but i don wan to tell ah..hahaa...kidding la..act its hard for me to explain oso...but my fren told me about office politics, n how will it hurt u quitely, n hey fren, it is so right oh! i reli hope i will never get into any of them~~blesses on me~~

continuous stomachache

i dunno wat happen to me, i have this weird 'diesease' for a continuos week dy lor, not those kind of stomachache that need to go toilet n 'bomb' the tokyo, hehe, but jus little pain now, then better, then come back, then get better...go to toilet tot wanna do big stuff...but none one..i reli dunno wat happen...last nite reli feel so unwell, not only stomachache, plus headache tim...feel so down, kian wasnt by my side at 1st, we were sms-ing at d nite, then suddenly i din get any reply from him when i told him dat i feeling now well, feel so sad, then i went in my room, off my light, n ready to sleep. then kian sms me, asked me to wait him..oh, he was so sweet...he drove from his house n buy food for me n bring me medi for stomachache too..so touch oh..feel wanna cry when i knew he was on d way come to find me...sure i din cry la..i strong ma, ehehe...then he came to my house n stay for jus 15 min i think then he left.he watched me take d medi then left..coz he was so sleepy n tire after 2 hours plus play basketball, n i was so tire n sleepy too coz i took a panadol too..so any1 can tell me why i will feel stomachache for so long? coz i eat something wrong? o my 'cheong wai' reli tat not good? coz i eat outside for a month dy during lunch? i have no idea..

1st salary~~

today, is d 1st time i got my salary lor, wahahhaa...yeh yeh yeh, but, not so much la, but still can survive la! but today so sucks la, at around 11am, HR ter send a list to us, n ask us to complete d chart by writing all our camp's workers commence date...wah sai, i have 293 ppl working in my camp n u expect us to complete it in 1 hour only? thou v have high working ability, but, hey, v are not superwomen oh~~so all of us sit so quitely in d office, highly concentrate on our computer n our list, hoping tat v can complete it soon. i feel reli so stress by tat time, plus stomach keep on telling me: madam, its time to lunch lor..feel so so so hungry oh, luckily got chocolate in my drawer then i take out 2, 1 for miss Lok n 1 sure for myself, then temporary feel better..around 2, then only i finish my work, so sucks...suppose fin working at 12.30pm..but now so late only can go..suckss....