its been a reli torturing week for me, having a continuous quarrel with my another half for a week dy, can u belif tat? a week? we never been like this b4, he was d one oways give up in quarrel n will listen to me watever it is, but now? really f**k off...reli feel so pissed for d whole week...i m jobless now, 24 hours seems to be too much for me, i have nothing to do at all, reli nothing to do, everyday keep repeat doing d same thing, eat, sleep, shit, tv...n i hate myself being a 等爱的女人...wat is tat mean? let me tell u wat is tat mean..everyday i have to wait him call me only, cant call him whenever i wan coz might will BOTHER he working, cant sms him so much as i will BOTHER him working as well, cant ask him to accom me at night coz he is WORKING as well, cant ask him to accom me more coz he is tire, PRESSURES, sleepy n etc etc etc...am i reli tat FREE until i must think those 不三不四?
我真的不知道。以前我们谈的都是远距离的恋爱，当我想他时候我并不能到他，现在大家都在同一个城市，我很想在我想念他的时候我能见到他，我错了吗？以前的不能够在一起，我很想趁我还没有开始工作的时候尽量陪他，一起做一些我们很想一起做的东西，我真的错了吗？我真的要求太过了吗？我的想法是错的吗？难道他都没有这样的想法？难道这一切都是我一厢情愿的？难道我就是那么的不自爱？很讨厌现在的自己...
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Yes, it is true that when we have too much free time we tend to 'fikir bukan-bukan'. I've been tru that. When I had more free time than he had, we tend to pick up fights more often. I guess it was all because I felt insecure. Possible to fill your time with any part time jobs? Or charity jobs?
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