Wednesday, November 11, 2009

another imbalance day

after last nite, i tot i back to normal again, feel ok with all those pressures n unhappy things, who knows, today feel imbalance again...coz heard a such bad news of myself...i admit it was my fault, but still feel like...what is she doing? why is she doing all this to us?
i was not in d class last tues, i felt so frustrated with the mc speech...ya, can u imagine? i am going to be d mc for tml's convocation ceremony..who d hell in d world tell them that i can become a mc? i feel so shocked n puzzled when i 1st knew about this...but wat can do? i cant reject it..coz im still fresh in d school, i have to follow every instructions given by d upper boss..therefore, when i 1st given d speech, i was so desperate, i dunno how to translate at all, so i used a lot of time to translate it n after all translation, i felt so heachache...so i decided not to go in d class...ya, for d 1st time in life i din go in d class n i kena dy...reli WTF!so this morning when i heard from d students, i knew dat d principal has found out it was my class during dat time n i wasnt in d class...walau eh...so down oh when i knew about it...i reli feel so imbalance again, feel like d principal will surat amaran me soon n felt so insecure, i am so bad luck recently la...all not going smoothly...was so bad luck for weeks dy...not only work things, family as well...haiz....wat happen to me? y d god was not beside me?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

just inform them tell u r not feeling well, headache, so dun dare go sch. U'll b fine :)
god bless u