Friday, September 5, 2008

feel down in working

its been a long time since my last blog here....coz i have no time to online for a such a long time, life is not so bz here, but yet not enuf time for me to use lor...hope everyday got 36 hours to use then i think it will be better~~
getting so sad in working again, a fren told me jus now while having lunch together...teachers in school again complain my style in teahing again....so sad...reli WTF! feel so sad after listening to him telling me the truth, but i cant show them how i feel, coz there is someone ter with us...is my teaching style reli got problem? its almost end of the yr dy..all syllabus already done, so i have nothing to do with them more but jus exercises n exercises again n again every lessons....so they will feel bored, as well as me too...so sometimes i jus let them relax a bit...then, sure they will get a bit noisy, but i don think it is so over, but why they keep on complaining on me? am i only d 1 cannot control them? no...i don think so...when i was in other class...i oso saw them walking here n ter...n with their bags also sometimes, then why u don go n complain d others? jus bcoz u don c it then u only can judge on me? im not d only one cant control...do u think they reli easy to control? if u think so...jus come in n have a try...its my pleasure to lend u a lesson...
feeling down not only listen to wat they said bout me...feeling down coz u not understand me as well...how long have u been knowing me? don u know my style when i m down? then y u still talk like tat to me n don console me? feeling so dump in front of u, jus like i reli dunno how to control my EQ...i do know how to express my feeling...n my way of doing it i feel so comfortable with, then why to u...im useless? when im down, i reli cant feel ur caring on me...i cant even have a conversation with u...coz u r bz working..ya...im so free no need work n only know to think this n tat....pls....be fair...
feel so 'hak jai' recently...n im having my interview next thursday...is it the sign for me that im going to have a bad interview? i hope not....i reli hope i can pass...my life is full of so much miserables now...im somewhere....somehow...LOST~~

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

argh..... i have the same fate as you... not very smooth sailing at workplace... Let's ganbade to overcome all these.

Yee Shee said...

hey pretties, workplaces are our second home ler. must learn to love it lol, a bo how to stay until old ler?

Anonymous said...

I think that is the problem faced by new teachers like us. Those so-called "experienced" teachers have their own way in teaching and they insist that their way is the correct one regardless of the change of times and generations.

I think that it is hard for us to determine when to be strict with the students and vice-versa. But we are learning and trying our best in the process. As long as you are happy with you way, just do it!

Be faith in yourself if you believe that what you do is correct and you have had your responsibility fulfilled. What others said are just their opinions. Listen to the good and useful ones and forget about the negative comments.

Ganbatte~!

Anonymous said...

Hello. And Bye.