wat a week...do you wan my hours??take it plss....

its been a reli torturing week for me, having a continuous quarrel with my another half for a week dy, can u belif tat? a week? we never been like this b4, he was d one oways give up in quarrel n will listen to me watever it is, but now? really f**k off...reli feel so pissed for d whole week...i m jobless now, 24 hours seems to be too much for me, i have nothing to do at all, reli nothing to do, everyday keep repeat doing d same thing, eat, sleep, shit, tv...n i hate myself being a 等爱的女人...wat is tat mean? let me tell u wat is tat mean..everyday i have to wait him call me only, cant call him whenever i wan coz might will BOTHER he working, cant sms him so much as i will BOTHER him working as well, cant ask him to accom me at night coz he is WORKING as well, cant ask him to accom me more coz he is tire, PRESSURES, sleepy n etc etc etc...am i reli tat FREE until i must think those 不三不四?
我真的不知道。以前我们谈的都是远距离的恋爱，当我想他时候我并不能到他，现在大家都在同一个城市，我很想在我想念他的时候我能见到他，我错了吗？以前的不能够在一起，我很想趁我还没有开始工作的时候尽量陪他，一起做一些我们很想一起做的东西，我真的错了吗？我真的要求太过了吗？我的想法是错的吗？难道他都没有这样的想法？难道这一切都是我一厢情愿的？难道我就是那么的不自爱？很讨厌现在的自己...

finally~~

finally im here, BACK~~its been a long time tat i din update my blog dy, act not i don wan to update it la, just each time i wan to log in, its just loading n loading ter, nothing happen, so i think there is something wrong with my connection o my password o anything. howevery, wats wrong with it? its my IE page setting's wrong, today when i try to log in again, i heard a sound 'dak' then i know there is something wrong with my IE la, so i went to my page setting n click some here n ter, then log in again, BINGO~~yeah, finally i can log in my blog again lor, so happy~~
a lot of things happened during my absent in wring my blog, yup, reli kinda a lot of things happen, u wan me to tell u one by one now, act i oso dunno wan to start from where...from where i stop last blog, OMG, cant la, its been 2 months since my last blog, so how can i write it all?? oklah, tell u d most important thing then ok la, finally, i graduated lor, yeah yeah~~ stupid la, wat so happy bout it? still d same ma, i din have an extra pair of wings o wat, still d same MY like b4, with a slightly weight gain(reli slightly??)with a hair cut, then d rest still remain d same, n still jobless, continue d pig life at home everyday, so meaningless man~~so anyone need to hire me? i can do a lot of things oh..hehee, u name it, i'll do it~~