getting so sad in working again, a fren told me jus now while having lunch together...teachers in school again complain my style in teahing again....so sad...reli WTF! feel so sad after listening to him telling me the truth, but i cant show them how i feel, coz there is someone ter with us...is my teaching style reli got problem? its almost end of the yr dy..all syllabus already done, so i have nothing to do with them more but jus exercises n exercises again n again every lessons....so they will feel bored, as well as me too...so sometimes i jus let them relax a bit...then, sure they will get a bit noisy, but i don think it is so over, but why they keep on complaining on me? am i only d 1 cannot control them? no...i don think so...when i was in other class...i oso saw them walking here n ter...n with their bags also sometimes, then why u don go n complain d others? jus bcoz u don c it then u only can judge on me? im not d only one cant control...do u think they reli easy to control? if u think so...jus come in n have a try...its my pleasure to lend u a lesson...
feeling down not only listen to wat they said bout me...feeling down coz u not understand me as well...how long have u been knowing me? don u know my style when i m down? then y u still talk like tat to me n don console me? feeling so dump in front of u, jus like i reli dunno how to control my EQ...i do know how to express my feeling...n my way of doing it i feel so comfortable with, then why to u...im useless? when im down, i reli cant feel ur caring on me...i cant even have a conversation with u...coz u r bz working..ya...im so free no need work n only know to think this n tat....pls....be fair...
feel so 'hak jai' recently...n im having my interview next thursday...is it the sign for me that im going to have a bad interview? i hope not....i reli hope i can pass...my life is full of so much miserables now...im somewhere....somehow...LOST~~
